I'm heartbroken. I feel the sadness of this heartache pierce me nearly every day. I'm heartbroken…but I'm also angry. This place I call home - this place I live in and work in and grow older in - it's broken. I'm living in a broken home. It's cold. It's dark. The earth seems to be reeling… Continue reading The Night is Never the End
Tonight as I curl up to the sound of a raging thunderstorm outside my window, I recall that this day marks 7 years since the day my life changed forever. It was a day that forever marked me and transformed me in a way I never dreamed. It was one of the best days of… Continue reading Never Forget 7/7/07 – Memoirs and Heart Stirrings
I heard a song once. I don't remember all of the words, what it's called or who sang it, but these few lines have never left me. "I have never seen you, but I know what you look like. I have never heard you, but I know what you sound like. I have never touched… Continue reading Sunrises and Missing Someone
It happened again. Someone unexpectedly bought my lunch today. The last few months people have spent money on me, given their time to being with me, and shown they value me in many different ways. This is good, right? Well, yes. It's wonderful. But there's something wrong. ....Me. What is this thing that rises up… Continue reading How to Let Yourself be Loved
That moment in time, in the summer of 2011. Though it was nearly 3 months, it feels like merely a moment in time. It was a divine appointment of destiny. Young 20 and 30-something world-changers, history-writers, earth-shakers were gathered by the hand of God, from every corner of the earth. Little flames from all over… Continue reading May Jesus’ Name be Lifted High as we Press On and Go….
Tonight looks like rain. Steady, pouring, giving-life-to-the-earth rain. Tonight looks like a T-shirt and yoga pants, socks and a messy bun, curled up with a steaming cup of vanilla-chamomile tea. And I'm reminded of how good it feels to just breathe. As I recollect, I realize that so many moments in my day-to-day living are… Continue reading time, wisdom, and remembering to abide.
I WANT MY LIFE TO SCREAM THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH JESUS! All that I am, all that I do, every place I go, what I choose to spend my time doing, ALL OF IT- I want it to bleed my love for Jesus Christ. I have learned a lot over the last few… Continue reading taking your breath away.